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SHUAI LEH

Met up for dinner with Cherlyn & Jiayu just now . :D Muackssssssssssssssssssssssssssss .

Joke and gossip alot , haha ! So lovable la they ! Cant resist my love towards them ! Sweet , =)

I dreamt yesterday , its was so scary . I'm so afraid .. So afraid that one day the people that are familiar

to me are no longer what I remmebered them to be , and whatever  I cherished , gets slipped away

without me realizing ... Its so scary . I hoped I will not ever dreamt of that again .

Its keep me going , really . But sometimes I'm just slacking away still .. =( , I want to bring back the passion ,

the fire , the determination I once have in softball . I dont want that . I'm so lazy , really .. -o- .

Call me a senior ? forget it , lazy . I only know how to complain . I only know how to talk , but no actions prove . -o- .

Natural love conquers all , wait ! =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Shine , :DDDDDDDDDDDD

Blink .

See my face -o- , dont know is too happy or what . LOL

This is worst -o-

Laugh all you want .

Dont know what happened to me also , haha ! But I'm find it super funny . LOL

Sweet .

Indeed , waste money and watched a stupid show today . Was feeling super freezy inside the

threate . After movie , we went cineleisure for dinner , have pastamania .

This is so funny ! Me & Joey called garlic bread as ginger bread , me & Jinhan ordered wrongly , haha .

We wanted the macaroni type of noodles , but in the end we ordered as linguine -o- . & when the person

came , we still even gave a super dumb and shocked face . LOL ! & blamed myself for telling jinhan to add

more chilli . You never know how we looked like when we eat , funny like hell . Keep on HO HO HO . Hahaha !

Maybe its isnt funny here , nevermind -o- .

Putting all aside , I wondered if we are shining today ! Two handsome guys came over to took photos with us !

& when we are walking again , One pretty & One handsome came to take photo with us again ! HAHAAHAHAH !

Happy like hell , are we shining ? :D . While on the way back home in the Mrt , was laughing at the distorted photos

we took . LOL , I laughed until tears came running down , this is so funny . Now when I thought back about it , its still

so funny ! LOL . Really stomach can cramp . Hahahaha ! & I guess people inside the mrt really hate us , LOL .

Say goodbye , say farewell ! I have forgotten , yes . I did .

I like my friends , :D

Fish fish .

Eh , xinyu . Take photo next time please _o_

2012 , great .

Finally , went for the interview at taka today with Xinyu and Jiayu , :D . Ended around 6 plus , I'm

going down on tuesday again . After that , will be start working . Heheh !

Caught 2012 at Cineleisure together ! Its so great , very nice . The movie was so excited , me & fish

keep on scolding the people stupid cause they love to kiss and hug each other when the time isnt

right , -o- . & If I will to choose , I want to drown to die . :D , At least I dont feel any pain . And not so hot

also , heheh ! ^^

I was so happy for the whole day actually because I wanted to go and buy my IPOD today , but -o- . In the end ,

everything went wrong . The price is $228 , and I see it as $128 . Blur leh me , have to save again .

Cui . Very long never see my brother alrdy , all we did was all contacting each other by msging . See you soon , :D

There is one beauty that I know , its the greatest prize of all

Its is learning to accept yourself ,

Imperfections , flaws and all .

The beauty that really matters , lies in our heart , our soul , our core .

Because when you love what's inside , you love what outside even more .

Dedicated to my : SOFTBALLERS , let 's be confidence of our ownself , we can . :D

Bye bye ! I'm excited fortmr , happiness from within . Chaos I go .

I looked so weird lor , D: Sad case ..

Going out with them was love .

This photo is stupid , look at cherlyn , cannot stop laughing . K , I'm too .

Together , we made a difference ~

I thought I will look nicer if I dont smiled , but the fact is ..

I look uglier ......................................................................................

Saddeningggggggggg , eeyree

Think , dont look at face will be better ,

ROCKZER !

All the way down to queensway for a short meeting session , feels great . :D . Did videos for our

AWESOME , CUTE , NICE , FUNNY , STUPID coaches ! Though few turn up only , but still its successful !

Hopefully , all of us will be able to turn up for Coach Marcus house , :D . Just saying I love you to them ,

wasnt enough , heheh !

On a happy note , the Yori Yori called me ! I'm going down to Taka tomorrow with my friends to check it out !

Selling japanese chicken , hohohoh ! Life gonna be hard for me , but I'm willing to learn , to work like a

professional is my target . One day , all of you will see me doing my job like a pro . Yeahyeah !

All I could said was , its unfair to us . Everything they decided always put us in a very diffcult spot .

The efforts , everything was always wasted . All I can wish now is miracles to happen . Although

we only have maybe 10% of the chances , not going to give up yet ! I believed in miracles , let pray

hard ! I really wish to go , you guys never know how excited , how much time we used to talked about

it ... Come on girls , let 's try believing in this time round okay ? Hope , =(

Are they using good words just to lied to us ?

Trainings going on and on . I'm loving it , although I'm like slacking and slacking , hoho . =D

Job hunting was success at Jurong Point , hopefully Xinyu , me & Jiayu got it , I like it .

Shoppings , was so much lovable . :D .

Meeting KAMILA they all tomorrow ! Mama meeya , I cant wait any longer ! :D , Play & play !

Putting that aside , little things that you do made me happy ! :D

Tonight , I dont think I'm able to sleep already , happy lor ! Want to share with ah lyn and ning soon !

Allright , chaos I go beh ! ^^

& you mind it so much , sweet .

Happy birthday KAREN CHUA XIN PING !

Suprisely , my hands are able to reached my head ! But , my legs are cracking ! Anyway , this is the very

1st time that I felt so happy working ! There so many nicenice to see , caught my eyes , :D

Most of all , there like #%^%$%^ fajarians working ! & I'm super happy and excited about it , heheh .

That sentence , its sweet enough ! Really , :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD .

On a happy note , I have my training today . Always felt dreaded to go , but when I'm over there ,

everything that I said are all rubbish . Finally , their O lvls have ended , sitting together , laughed

until cried ! Allof my juniors made me really happy today , looking at them feeling so excited , wow ,

kind of senseof achievement I got . =D . Finally there a chance for us to go , you know ! Heheh , ^^

Coach Steve : Just now Mr ong asked me if I should let the both of you go ? Guess what I said ,

they gonna made it , I'm sure !

I want to do my coaches proud , I really want ! This little sentence gonna keep me going , and I

wonder why , but this little sentence made me want to really GO GO GO ! Bring back the fire ,

bring back determination , bring up the NEVER GIVE UP , we gonna make it . :D , Yes , believed that .

PASSWORD , please coutinue . =)

Its take years to build up trust , I'm suspicion about something ?

My girlfriend is an agent !

This is super leh , nice nice . :D

Caught " My girlfriend is an agent " with Joey , Jinhan , Jiayu .  :D

We loved to do sudden things , haha ! Was actually at plaza slacking around , out of a sudden ,

everybody went home to changed and get out again to watched movie ! ^^ cool beh !

& I'm so sad , =( . I didt get to eat the fishballs that I wanted so much ,  too long too late ..

This is so sad , I got to work later on . Thinking about the ugly clothes I have to wear ,

thinking about my hand cant even reach my head , thinking about my hands are about to

crack soon , thinking about smiling so stupid to the angmohs , thinking about having to TOLERATE

there !!!!!!!!!!!!! Unhappiness . D: . For the sake of money , let 's go . =) . Softballers can do it ! Go go go .

Cui , _o_

I got so many things to say , but all these words are jumbled up and typing it down wouldnt make any sense

so , I rather keep it to myself . & I'm really busy alrdy , from next week onwards . I really busy ,

Byebye ! chaos chaos !

D: , I look so ugly ................... =( =(

Fish , Joey ! ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^

Learn to appreciate one another , :D . I love them so much !

Beautiful right , :D

Let 's define the word " shopping " ! & I guess ,  I really define the word " shopping " very clearly

by using it by actions ! Me , together with the 3Js went to Fareast and Bugis , and trust me ,

we spent like there no tomorrow ! I'm so happy because all the money that I used , was what I saved from

my weekly allowance ! I did not asked money from my mummy , :D . Such a sense of achievement !

Moreover , shopping with them made me very comfortable always , ;D . I wonder why , but every little things

we saw or do , can made us laughed like an idiot ! Anyway , I have so much fun , so much laughters , so much

little secrets shared . :D

Putting all that aside , I found a job . But I wonder when will I worked ? Its okay . Let it be , :D

Working for the waitress job on the 12nov again ! 14 nov , I out with Shiqi & Fish . 16 nov , training and danriz chalet !

19 to 20nov , Out with brother and co , coach marcus house ! :D

How how how ! I still want to go out with Ning and Cherlyn want leh ! Oshit , I still have intensive training , -o- .

Whatever , I want to meet them up soon !

Heheh , life is happy for me . I do not need to go school , do not need to lift a single page of the book ,

do not need to wake up early ! Most of all , I AM HAVING FUN ALMOST EVERYDAY ! Allright , shut your

mouth up , velle . Time to work ! Lalalalaaala , I LOVE EVERYBODY WHO LOVES ME ! ;DDDDDDDDD

Busy , but I like it .

I AM SO BORED NOW ! BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED , I WANT TO GO OUT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NOBODY IS AT HOME AGAIN , I WANT TO GO OUT ! FEEL LIKE SCREAMING !

Go where -o-

Out with Shiqi & Jiayu today , fun fun fun . Onsugar is giving me problems , _o_ !

I'm going out tomorrow again ! Byebye , hopefully , onsugar will be fine then !

Memories are the only thing that I'm left with , but that doesnt mean I keep longing it to be back ,
People I loved and cared will be near with me . =D

Byebye , Takecare onsugar ! :D

I went SWIMMING with them today , how happy is it ! :D

isnt that my phone that dropped in the sea ? -o- still used until so happy .

I know she is pretty , hot , sexy , cute , sweet .

I also want _o_ . suan le suan le .

See this want , cute right ! Hahaha ! :D

Faster leh , _o_ , hai . I wait for you very long already you know !!!!!!!!!

AH LYNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN

CCK Stadium for swimming with Karen and Jinhan ! Its was really awesome ! Funny okay .

We even went in the pool wearing goggles just to see how that bunch of Indian guys anyhow touched

their girlfriends , looking at how they moved their legs in the pool , seeing them touching here and there .

LOL , ROFL ! Also , the wave pool was awesome ! Its was only for 10 mins but its made us wanting

to die -o- . The moment I stand up , I'm dragged down by the waves . Super funny , cant even squat

properly , haha ! Then , slack slack ,walk around , talk talk . NICE LA !

Oya ! My training had resumed , Okay . What to do ? I loved to complain . Complain and complain ,-o-

And all I know was to slack and slack , complain and complain . Now I know why coach steve seriously

keep emphasizing me to exercise before training , and know what I told him ? -o- , I told him that I always

exercise because I always walk and walk , _o_ .  Now I know that , this is a serious stupid answer okay !

Training aint really tough and I keep complaining to everybody that I dieing , luckily its rained so felt happier !

WHATEVER , JUST GIVE ME BACK MY FIELD , NO FIELD . ITS UNLIKE SOFTBALL ! EBTBHSETBJEB

I lied to my brother today . oops . Its something stupid , but I said sorry already so he wont be angry with

me , :D . What a clever sister ! I'm always clever , woo woo . I know you wont be angry with me , but I dont

know why I felt gulity after that _o_ , serious didt expect you to believed me . LOL . Haha , okay . felt so better

writing out . HAPPY SWIMMINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG , :D

Cause nobody wants to be the last want there , everyone wants to feel like someone cares

Cause nobody wants to go it on their own , everyone wants to know they ' re not alone ,